I realize I come here solely at big occasions lately
because life is just too full
and when I have some time I just don't feel like staying isolated behind my laptop,
I do that during the day already.

But here we are.

My heart is very heavy today
- and my eyes watery.
Since his bloodwork has been off for quite some time, 
today the Lion King had an echo of the abdomen
and there is a mass of 3 cm on 4 cm on his right kidney.
The doctor who did the echo, thinks it's a hypernephroma,
kidney cancer.

Of course he now needs to do more tests to have certainty.
And then... To an oncologist I suppose?

We're getting married in 2 weeks.

clara